drinking a coke icee.

these last few days have been tough.
I have been thinking, am I doing what I am supposed to be doing?

last night was covenant group, a small group my church assigns people to, I am in the "singles" and yeah, I, the eighteen year old, am totally the youngest one there... by a few years, if not 15... ha! We are watching "The Truth Project" (awesome, I have seen it a couple times and I am still learning) and we got off subject a little bit and started talking about are we doing what we are supposed to be doing??

I have already been freaking out about this... and now here are these late twenties, early thirties singles talking about this really deep, philosophical question... I have never felt so small, meaningless, insignificant and unintelligent in my whole life.

So, am I supposed to go to SBI? Should I pursue a four year degree? Stay at home and help with a plan? These meaningless questions are huge to me, because in this time of my life, that is what I think about...

I can't even explain it. Or concisely word what I am trying to say. So this post is pointless, I am sure.

this is the end.
chels.

beepbopdooodeeedott.

I love sleep so much.
its like, therapeutic.

so.
I GOT MY UKULELE!!
I just need to get better strings, cause the strings I have now are not holding the tune AT ALL.
I will get pictures up soon of stuff that has been happening. I am just working a lot lately...

I got accepted into a "school"
its a semester thing...
I will post more about it once I know FOR SURE I am going.

I saw a bunny today.
this is the end.
chels.

well done Chelsey, you just made a complete fool of yourself!!
KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!!!!

I should be so excited, but I'm not.
I should be happy, but I'm not.
I'm down in the dumps.

I'm so tired. I need a break. I need to get out.

I can't stand myself right now.

this is the end.
chels.

mehhhh.

so tired.

must... sleep...

but I can't! So many things to do!
I have exciting things planned, hopefully they will all happen.

I will have to post a blog when everything is set in stone. Oh, the future is all of the sudden exciting.
I am pretty busy this weekend... plus the ACT.

anyways, check out some good music:

The Weepies

One of my new favorites, love love love them.

this is the end.
chels.

CUTENESS OVERLOAD!

ok.
so I may not have any money this summer, because I am tempted to spend it all here:

www.superbuzzy.com

They have the cutest fabric, like this:



and so many more............................


including notions and books and gifts, OH MY!

it's pretty expensive... but...

cute cute stuff. just thought I would share!



I want this mushroom fabric. SERIOUSLY.


this is the end.
chels.

vacation is over.

and I'm back in Fayetteville...

working. 40 hours this week.
studying. all other open hours.
sleeping? no, that's not happening.

not to mention, I can't walk through my room, it's that messy.
actually, messy isn't the right word.

it looks like a TORNADO went through my room.

I have tons of crafty ideas...

I am ordering my uke tonight! pretty excited.

I do have pictures from the vacation, I will post those soon, I hope.


this is the end.
chels.


ps random picture from my iPhone... they actually take nice photos:



this was "In the Woods" at FTCC.

Massanutten.

So I am at Massanutten right now...
It's pretty cool :]

I got to see Andrea, and hang out with her, but I just came to the realization that we didn't take any pictures together! AHHH!!!

I do have a lot of pictures to upload though, from other things.

today we are going hiking, and it's just gorgeous here. I love the Shenandoah Valley. I think I will move here one day, or something, it's so beautiful!

this is the end.
chels.