My Achievements Mock Me!

And now I sit here at some desk.

A write and work,

meaningless things.

I need some excitement.

What do you think about?

What do you mean?

You know, what do you think about ?

On A Daily Basis?

Yes.

Well, different things, I suppose.

Such As?

What should I do in life?

How do I go about doing that.

Is there such thing as "true love"?

What is friendship?

What does it feel like to be old?

I wonder if people think about me. And what they think about me.

Mhmm. Interesting.

What's Interesting?

The fact that you are talking to yourself.

Oh, that, yes. Who should I talk to then?

You know,

even though,

I feel,

that I know,

what I should,

and what could,

happen in my life,

I'm scared to death,

I'll miss something.

I'll miss someone.

I've lost my touch, I cannot define what I mean to anymore. I cannot argue my points, and it is frustrating.

this is the end.

chelsey