29.10.09

just having one of those days.

ever have one of those days when you feel like shit?
that's me today.
the main reason is because I am tired of hearing about love.
I swear I cannot get away from it, and it's pissing me off.
my lack of hope in love makes people uncomfortable, well I am sorry, that's just what I think.
and get the hell off my back about it!

Don't worry sweetie, YOU will love, but at this moment in time I don't care about it!
it's not for me!
not now.
now for a while.
hell, probably not ever.

and by love (if I can clarify), I mean romantic love.
just stop talking about it, why is there such a high expectation of it for me.
no one I have ever met meets my standards, and I doubt I will ever meet him either.

forget this shit.
this is the end.
chels.

14.10.09

locking.

oh man, a second post today!

well.
I have been trying to figure out what to do with my hair.
and now I know.
after my fall break, I will be 'dreading' or 'locking' my hair.

yes sir.
mine will probably look a lot like the girl with dark hair at first, but I love love love the other two styles!


what's so wrong with breakdowns and pig squeals?

Italy is awesome.
Sometimes I just don't get along with people.
and people never seem to get along with me.
I am too 'opinionated.'
If you ask my opinion, then YES. I will give it to you.
don't want my opinion? DON'T ASK. duh.

I try really hard to be nice, but sometime people are so... ignorant (that's being nice again).

Like I have mentioned before, I am mainly try to post on my other blog.
I guess I could post more about what I am 'feeling' on this one since the other one I should be happy that I am Italy (don't get me wrong, I would stay here for... ever.).

I am mainly 'feeling' annoyed.
and I want to get away.
next week I will, I am going to Germany to visit friends for fall break.
pretty stoked.

What I want to do:
-Hike in the Alps
-Get my lip pierced
-Buy Harem pants
-Go see Austria
-Go to a Udine soccer game
-listen to my 'hardcore' music in peace

and many other things.
the sunsets here are so beautiful.
this week is philosophy, so I have been loving classes.

ok, enough of this.
this is the end.
chels.